1. |
cupid
03:41
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how could you do this to me
i gave you everything
damn near everything
i prayed for you to stay
i told you that i'm not one to pray
but i'd wait for you anyday, anyday
now the month is done
and i've come undone
i'm so far gone
once you say the word
back and forth i will run
to the ends of the earth
'cus that's what you're worth
don't you know
cupid was a convict
with a bow and arrow
it's hard to tell
if it feels like heaven
or it hurts like hell
i'll be okay
remember my name now
i'll make it through, and not for you
i'm done with child's play
i'll be okay
forgot your name now
i'll make it through, just a touch of blue
can blanket my dim days
can you see my chest
my heart's beating out my chest
i'm broken from outside in
don't throw it all away
let it make you ache
'cus i'm bleeding on the pages
i kept the box of our stuff
i don't feel anyhting
i can't feel anything
my love is not enough
but it all went to waste
i'm better off empty anyways
don't you know
cupid was a convict
with a bow and arrow
it's hard to tell
if it heals like heaven
or it hurts like hell
i'll be okay
remember my name now
i'll make it through, and not for you
i'm done with child's play
i'll be okay
forgot your name now
i'll make it through, just a touch of blue
can blanket my dim days
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2. |
not a love song
03:08
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you know how to make it hurt so good
i'd do it all over again, but only if you would
and i know you're dead inside and fake it otherwise just to
piss me off
well it's working 'cus to me it just feels
so wrong
'cus i know with me
it's always different
you're soft for me
but here to teach me a lesson
but i don't know why 'cus i'm only good to you
only you
i think you forget
you're the only one i've loved
but no, it's not enough
it's not enough
there's always someone else, isn't there
and i wish you still loved me the same as last year, it's unfair
well i'm not your happy ending and you're not mine so it's fine if we both let go
so loosen my leash 'cus i'm tired of spending weekends alone
'cus i know with me
you're always different
you're soft for me
but here to teach me a lesson
but i don't know why 'cus i'm only good to you
only you
i think you forget
you're the only one i've loved
but no, it's not enough
it's not enough
'cus i know with them
it's always different
you can't tell them
all the secrets that they're missin'
but it's okay 'cus it's always just for a minute that we're away
and you still forget
so let me remind you
oh, i was enough
we were enough
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