1. |
don't call me baby
02:47
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you hurt me again and again
you break me 'til there's nothing left to mend
there were no bruises and you lost all of your friends
and i lost every time i had to pretend
did it make you feel good?
did it break your heart?
if we were a canvas
we'd be a shitty piece of art
and i'd think of the small things
that you'd do in the dark
is normal that i'm nauseous
and that you tore me apart?
was i just crazy, crazy?
oh, i'm pacing, pacing
you won't let me leave
i even said please
i don't wanna be angry, angry
you're allowed to hate me, hate me
just don't ever call me baby
or even look at me
you're smaller than you've ever been
every protest is a contradiction
it's as if a bad habit was a person
good thing i had the guts to quit
did it make you happy?
did it take you far?
to manipulate the story
and yell at me in my car
and, no, i'm not sorry
for putting myself first
or letting it sink in
that i've never had it worse
i wasn't just crazy, crazy
even with my pacing, pacing
and i chose to leave
i could've called the police
i'm allowed to be angry, angry
don't care if you hate me, hate me
just don't ever call me baby
or even look at me
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2. |
in my mind
02:12
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chest pains
fresh aches
skin trace
new person on my brain
heartbreaks
work breaks
warm day
it all feels just the same
you said you wanna see my wild side
split my heart open and then let's give it a try
if it don't work, then i'm still on your side
goodbye's just another way to keep you alive
in my mind
oh
long drives
all night
shut eyes
i wish that i knew
what i
live by
but i just softly
there's so much left to do
hope is just another runnin' joke
no, i'm not ruined i'm just building up a home
i'm so high, then i'm so low
i'm here for the ride but i wanna take it slow
in my mind
my mind, oh
in my mind
in my mind, oh
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3. |
near
02:48
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don't you love me?
say you love me
i'm not budging until i get my
way around here
chasing my fears
making it clear that i only want you to stay
crashing my car
plugging my ears
couldn't compare to you
wiping my tears
leaving me wondering
if you were ever here
i just want you near
i just want you near, no
i just want you near
i just want you near, no
i just want you near
another lifetime
another timeline
you'll break my heart every time
say you miss me
that you'll kiss me
all i want is a sign that i'm pretty to you
running a light
running inside
crossing my mind
and you look at both sides
making me cry
oh, i'm terrified
were you ever here?
i just want you near, no
i just want you near
i just want you near, no
i just want you near
i just want you near
end of a movie
and start of a novel
let's just get groovy
and see where our hands go
done with my thinking
i've just gotta let go
shutting my mouth
and i'm talking through dance floors
i just want you near
i just want you near
i just want you near, no
whisper in my ear
i just want you near
i just want you
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4. |
same air
02:39
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what does it take?
to make you shake a little
you take the cake
i'll eat 'til the middle
i miss that face
it's my favorite place
drives me insane
'cus you're so far away
so, i tell you through the phone
that it's hard enough to hold out
'cus when i'm alone
all i see is you now
i just wanna taste
hands on your waist and in your hair
i just wanna breathe the same air
i saw go slow
it makes it better
i swear she knows
how to make it last forever
we change the pace
foot to the pedal
and if you win the race
then who gets the medal?
so, i tell you through the phone
that it's hard enough to hold out
'cus when i'm alone
all i want is your mouth
i just wanna taste
hands on your waist and in your hair
i just wanna breathe the same air
i just wanna breathe the same air
i just wanna breathe the same air
i just wanna breathe the same air
i just wanna breathe the same air
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5. |
unfold
02:42
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baby
you know
you drive me crazy
watch me unfold
so, face me
when we're alone
call me your lady
watch me unfold
another day
just another dream
call me honey
tell me what it means
i'm not a secret that you can keep so easily
i'll make you weak in the knees
baby
you know
you drive me crazy
i only want more
cus i'm so sick of missing you
can't get over it, don't know what to do
you got me in a locket, baby
picture in your wallet, baby
face so nice it's got me jaded
did i mention? the friction's got me so impatient
baby
you know
you drive me crazy
i watch you unfold
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